Aquarius: It seems like lately other people have been trying to make decisions for you, and in the remaining months of this year, it’s important not to let them, especially when it comes to love.
‘Playful’: You don’t like to be forced to think about forever when you’re still figuring yourself out.
I wish forgetting your place in my life was as easy for me as it has been for you. I wish walking away would’ve been my decision instead of yours.
We know God, but how many of us really know Him? How many of us forget to know what we already knew? You following me here?
Stop finding excuses to run away, stop fighting what you already know, and just love me.
She needs someone to teach her needing someone does not make you weak because she’s been standing strong alone.
You are blessed, you are, because you have something other people have given up, little realising how precious it is. Your kindness is the most wonderful thing about you and it comes from the softness in your heart, from feeling too much where others feel too little, from noticing the things that other people just pass by.
When people told me, “well, you didn’t even date…” Under my breathe I told those people to go fuck themselves because how dare they tell me how I was supposed to feel and put it in some box.
You said it wasn’t me. That it was just you and your mind wanting to explore. Wanting to search for someone new. Wanting new lips to kiss. New bodies to lay next to. New hands to hold. You said it wasn’t me. But I’m still here wondering, what the heck I did to make you run.
Thank you for mistreating me at the end, because it reminded me that I deserve more.
“I had this horrible feeling of uneasiness looming in the back of my mind, so I told my buddies I’m turning in for the night. They called me the next morning and informed me that the bar had gotten shot up and like 3 people were injured.”
She’ll remain soft in all the ways she was before you and continue to love wildly, passionately, and tenderly.
This is me finally understanding that anything is not better than nothing. That nothing is better than almost.
“Walking Ghost Syndrome happens when you’re exposed to a certain amount of radiation. The radiation kills your bone marrow but not much else. You get sick for a few days due to sepsis from all the dead bone marrow, then seem to get better, but your life now has a quite literal deadline; with no bone marrow, your red blood cells and immune system aren’t getting replenished so once you run out, that’s it.”
