Christie Lynn

Maybe that’s just who I am. Maybe my heart always had it in me to love you and forgive you.

You have trouble letting people out of your life. Even when someone is no longer bringing you happiness or any positivity.

Wait for the person who gives you butterflies. The person who makes you feel beautiful and powerful. The person who brightens up your world the second that they walk in the room. The person who you miss.

Her mother has taught her how to love, how to hate, how to fight, and since losing the most influential person in her life; how to survive.

We remain tough when everyone else feeling weak. We are the shoulder to cry on. We are the one that is always there for everyone else.

How do you learn to trust someone again? How do you let someone in without assuming that every person you bring into your life has the potential to hurt you in the same ways that your ex did?

Every person around you was able to see how unhealthy this was for you. Everyone in your life knew how bad things had gotten.

The fact is, you will never be the person you were again.

This loss has changed you. Losing this person will define who you are and make you someone different. It will shake you to your core and leave you empty struggling to figure out how to survive.

The scariest part about high functioning anxiety and depression is that it’s not something you can clearly see. Sometimes, even the people you are around all of the time are still able to cover this up and keep it hidden.

I was always the one who was saying “I’m sorry.”

If I saw you again I would tell you how much you betrayed me.