We remain tough when everyone else feeling weak. We are the shoulder to cry on. We are the one that is always there for everyone else.
How do you learn to trust someone again? How do you let someone in without assuming that every person you bring into your life has the potential to hurt you in the same ways that your ex did?
Let go of everything that isn’t what feels right in both your head but also in your heart.
The experiences that people are forced to deal with, helps to form them into the person that they are.
Every person around you was able to see how unhealthy this was for you. Everyone in your life knew how bad things had gotten.
The fact is, you will never be the person you were again.
This loss has changed you. Losing this person will define who you are and make you someone different. It will shake you to your core and leave you empty struggling to figure out how to survive.
The scariest part about high functioning anxiety and depression is that it’s not something you can clearly see. Sometimes, even the people you are around all of the time are still able to cover this up and keep it hidden.
I was always the one who was saying “I’m sorry.”
If I saw you again I would tell you how much you betrayed me.