But the worst part? You can feel the pain from your ex all over again. You are reliving that break up and also this one at the same time.
If you were still alive, you’d be so proud. You’d be so proud of how far that I have come. You would be beaming with joy of how much I have accomplished and how I continue to grow. I would do anything for you to see this.
If you are still broken hearted, it will never be possible for you to let them in and be ready to love again.
I want you to fight for me and take the time to get to know me. I want you to uncover every complicated layer that makes up who I am.
What if you are too overpowering, too strong, too independent or too passionate?
I’m absolutely terrified to let someone in the way that I did with you. I’m scared to love and I’m petrified of the thought that someone could ever hurt me in even half of the way that you did.
Maybe that’s just who I am. Maybe my heart always had it in me to love you and forgive you.
You have trouble letting people out of your life. Even when someone is no longer bringing you happiness or any positivity.
Wait for the person who gives you butterflies. The person who makes you feel beautiful and powerful. The person who brightens up your world the second that they walk in the room. The person who you miss.
Her mother has taught her how to love, how to hate, how to fight, and since losing the most influential person in her life; how to survive.