Part of me hopes with every fiber of my being that you are having these same thoughts and struggles.
So as for those walls you broke down? Well, they are back up. They are back up even higher than they were before.
You have to be there for yourself.
Unfortunately, love isn’t enough to make someone something they aren’t.
I hung on to every hope that the story was going to end with you and me.
I didn’t get my happy ending. The fairytale didn’t end with me and you.
You need to find your own happiness. You need to learn how to make yourself happy.
I miss the way she’d hug me when I was upset and not let go until she knew I was ready.
I am closing the door to the rollercoaster that has been you and me.
Live this life for them. Celebrate these holidays for them. Do it for them.