Lauren Jarvis-Gibson
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What Happens When Your Mental Illness Isn’t ‘Severe’ Enough
People need to realize that everyone’s brains are wired differently. Everyone needs different amounts of care and medicine. I have a close friend who takes the smallest dosage of Zoloft, meanwhile I take the highest amount. It doesn’t mean that her anxiety is any less than mine. It’s just brain chemistry.
I Miss Loving Him In The Fall
I fell in love with the fall, and with him, all at once. And I knew right then and there that I was never going to fall back down.
I Wish I Knew How To Quit You
All I know is that I want to quit you, I want to quit this game, but then I see your face and all my logic goes out the window. I see your smile and all my strength leaves my body. I wish I knew how to quit you. If I could, I would.
The Honest Difference Between Lust And Love
Please don’t mistaken lust for love. Because it’s only going to end in pain and a hurting heart. It’s only going to end in an ending. Because lust is almost always going to be short lived. It’s just a chemical reaction. It’s not a promise of forever. It’s not real.
Don’t Ever Fall For The Charming Fuckboy
Fuckboys are charming. They leer you in with their fantastic smile and tricks up their sleeve that they have recycled in their long list of lovers. They win you over on the first date, telling you that you’re different. Telling you that they won’t hurt you or destroy.
This Is How You’re Sabotaging Your Relationship, Based On Your Zodiac Sign
As an Aries, you’re incredibly stubborn and independent. Your need for space and for too much ‘me’ time is causing an immense amount of tension and awkwardness in your relationship.
11 Things People Don’t Realize You’re Doing Because You Fear Abandonment
Your self esteem has always been low, but as you have grown up and had relationships and breakups and heartaches, it has plummeted. You never think you’re good enough for anyone and you continually question why people even hang out with you.
I’m 24, But I Don’t Feel Like An Adult At All
I always figured by the time I would turn 21, I would feel so adult. So grown up. So put together. But to be honest, I’m 24 and I don’t feel like that at all.
The Art Of Getting Over Someone You Never Dated
It’s okay to wallow. To have a few days of doing nothing, of feeling empty. You’re allowed to be upset. You’re allowed to feel heartbroken. You’re allowed to be angry. Just because it wasn’t ever official doesn’t change the fact that there was something there. Just because it wasn’t ever official doesn’t mean you didn’t feel it. That maybe love was knocking on your door.
I Am Fed Up With Modern Dating, So I’m Giving Up
These guys are cowards. And they don’t deserve my strength and my vulnerability and my beauty. So I think, I’m giving up. Not forever. But for now. I’m so tired of trying so hard with little success. I’m so tired of wanting love so badly, and never even getting to the dating part.
I’d Be A Completely Different Person If I Didn’t Have Anxiety
I can’t help this chemical imbalance. I can’t make it go away. So it’s true, I’d be a completely different person without my anxiety. I’d be brighter and shinier, like brand new shoes from DSW. I’d be so vibrant.
Your Daily Reminder That Love Can Happen Anywhere
The love you deserve might be lurking right around the corner at any moment of any given day.
This Is Why It’s So Hard For People With Anxiety To Trust Their Significant Other
Our brains are hurricanes of ‘what ifs’. Our minds are miles and miles of questions. Of unanswered messages. Of cancelations. Of suspicion. Of losing control.
10 Tiny Ways To Love Yourself More Than You Did Yesterday
Know that healing isn’t linear. Understand that you are not always going to feel great about yourself and about your life. Understand that this is normal. It’s okay to not be okay. You are human.
Why The Strongest People In This World Are The Ones Who Have Anxiety
People with anxiety don’t back down. We don’t stop. We don’t give up. Even when we have three panic attacks in a row. Even when we have to go to the ER just for someone to convince us that we aren’t dying. Even when we have to change medications over and over again.
11 Things Strong Women Never Do
They dress up for themselves, not for men or for anyone else. Strong women want to look their best because it makes them feel good. It isn’t for anyone else. It’s for their happiness and joy. Clothing is an art form, not a runway show for people to whistle at.
You’re Allowed To Fall Apart
Nothing good will come from bottling up your heart. Nothing good will come from repressing your every emotion. Nothing good will come from living a lie.
I’ve Been Single For Over Three Years, And This Is What I’ve Learned
I realized that I was never going to be fully happy until I could learn how to grieve, how to fail, how to grow, and how to succeed — all on my own.