The portal processed the information, decided whether an individual’s mind contained enough love for a workable marriage, and either gave them permission to wed or a death sentence.
I feel like I am always going to be the backup plan. The second choice. The almost.
Meaningful – Is asking someone how they’re doing, and then waiting patiently for their actual response. Is putting down your phone when you’re having a conversation. Is taking a few minutes to just breathe before starting your day. Is complimenting someone without expecting anything in return.
Nyasha and Virginia decided to sit down together to hash out the past, and honestly the whole thing is so much more emotional that I ever expected.
Gemini: This individual will have problems communicating in a conventional way, possibly due to speech impediments, social anxiety, or other forms of an inability to communicate properly.
It’s way too hard to find help. It’s fucking ridiculous.
Sometimes I feel like my mind can’t really comprehend the games, the mixed signals, the low investment and the tests we put each other through to make sure this is not just another heartbreak in disguise.
But what you should know, deep down, is that this is what was meant to happen.
Am I some mistake you wake up to asking yourself why did you go there again?
I never want to get close to someone who always brings out my anxiety, who always makes me want to disappear, who always makes me feel like something horrible is about to happen.