Having control doesn’t mean making sure everything that happens happens exactly like you imagined or planned.
Answer all her questions. Never leave her unsatisfied. Never let her question her worth.
Feeling bad for not wanting to do things. If you don’t want to do something, don’t. It’s that simple.
Today I read something about letting go
And I thought of you
I have felt this pain and I have overcome it, and I’m sure I will have to overcome it again in the future.
I wanted to find your lips in the half light, to drink you in, shed the sheets and wrap myself in you.
Because just like the seasons, we fall, we grow, we tumble, we change, we begin again.
I’ve learned that a year doesn’t seem so long when you spend it missing someone else. I wonder if the opposite is true when you’ve forgotten them.
This is me setting myself free from the picture-perfect life I once wanted to live. This is me learning that maybe my picture was out of focus.