Ari Eastman

“The Princess Bride!!! I watch it whenever I’m sick, or just feeling kind of down.”

Love is not something you get a singular shot at. Love is like energy — it cannot be created nor destroyed; it only transforms from one form to another. It will never be exactly like it was, but you will love again.

Some days, I’d trade in all this emotional intelligence to be a cow just grazing along. Happy. Content. Not crippled by anxiety. Totally unaware that I’m about to become someone’s dinner.

I like the world best when it’s just you and me. Because together, we create the kind of world I want to live in. The kind of world I am happy to wake up to.

“I need you to be a monster / which is to say, I am trying not to love you / which is to say, I am still dreaming of kissing your claws.” — Fortesa Latifi

They saw you at your absolute grossest. I’m talking unfiltered, hungover, with scabbed over blood spots from when you got a little too enthusiastic about popping a pimple.

This song describes someone moaning so loudly, they need to bite a pillow. Well, f*ck.

You cannot play it cool when you start crushing on someone. They say hello and you’re instantly planning which song you’ll dance to at your wedding.

I think of your smile and I’m smiling to myself like an idiot all over again. It’s all out of my control.

You’d say, “I need something else.”
I’d say, “So don’t keep landing on my doorstep.”

For whatever reason, if YOU love YOUR body, it makes other people uncomfortable. Strange.

Your room is a disaster zone. BUT it’s not a disgusting disaster zone. It’s still (surprisingly) hygienic in its clutter and chaos.

Ohhhh puberty, what a wonderful(ly terrible) time you were! So full of angst. So sure you were badass because you liked the color black and listened to bands that kinda sing-screamed.

Even when we delete, erase, do our best to make it appear that chapter is done, we won’t ever fully scrub ourselves clean. We can always go back. We can find ghosts as easily as scrolling back 57 weeks.

Considering yourself an independent woman doesn’t cancel out a desire for companionship. Not to mention, the ultimate ~*~*independent lady~*~ Queen Bey has been married for 8 years.

You ruin your future when you refuse to see the possibilities currently in front of you. When you become so transfixed with what went wrong, with how you used to be, that you are suddenly incapable of seeing anything else.

Lol, I bet I forgot to press send. I’m such a goof sometimes :) :) :) !!!

Every now and then I’d love to surf the internet without being slapped in the face with Taylor’s every move. She’s following me and it makes me uncomfortable. Tell her to stop, pls.