I’m Slowly Accepting That I’m Broken And Ready To Heal

I am forgiving myself for being too clumsy on giving my heart, on falling in love, on making mistakes in choosing the wrong ones, for being hurt over and over again.
I am forgiving myself for being too clumsy on giving my heart, on falling in love, on making mistakes in choosing the wrong ones, for being hurt over and over again.
Victims are conditioned to seek their abusers for comfort – a form of medicine that is simultaneously the source of poison.
But believe me when I say that true soul compatibility is a thing. Finding a man who pursues you, loves you, and values you, is a thing.
Don’t expect yourself to fall in love just so you can take the loneliness away, just so you can forget, just so you can stop being broken.
They won’t understand what happens to your body when you go from an extreme high to the lowest low. When you can’t even get out of bed because your sadness is so heavy.
You need to remember your worth. You need to remind yourself of how much you have to give and how little you have gotten in return.
Let 2018 be the year where you grow truly comfortable with yourself. Let 2018 be the year you can enter a room full of strangers and still feel whole. Let 2018 be the year where you no longer search for love, because you’ve grown to find it inside of yourself.
Be brave. Shatter expectations. Say no, say yes. Scream your hopes to the sky. Shine with all your brilliance, even if you make mistakes along the way.
These days, I’ll look in the mirror and be full of myself in the most genuine of ways and be so grateful that I have someone to share myself with.