You’re right there, just let yourself catch up.
There will come a time when I’ll miss this moment.
I’m slowly learning that the mess is truly what we are here for, and I would do myself a great disservice by trying to avoid it.
I was addicted to trying to convince her I was worthy.
When people tell us not to take things personally, it’s always easier said than done.
You have to believe that those things you’ve been wanting to feel aren’t lost forever, but rather lying dormant while you gather up the experiences and tools and strength to carry you through your life.
Sometimes I look back and feel remorse at how many people close to me I have lost this year. But now I am learning to see it instead as how much confidence I must have finally gained in order to put my emotional needs first.
1. Nothing feels familiar or comforting anymore.
We spend all this time trying to “figure it out” when we’re being led there all along.
Treading water through my twenties. Just exerting all this energy to stay afloat. Never moving forward or back. Just existing right above the surface.