Forgive yourself for allowing people to stay in your life longer than they needed to.
I’m sorry for not loving you enough. I’m sorry for always putting you through hell expecting you to be happy and calm.
It’s that time of the year again. The time where everything comes crashing down one after the other. The time where everything changes so rapidly and you can’t keep up.
I hope you don’t become another one of them. Another story of how I fooled myself, a reminder of my bad decisions another name to add to the list of people I don’t want to see again.
I thought love looked a lot like this; you meet someone who comes from a totally different world and you try to make it work. Even though their world drives you crazy.
There’s no room in my heart for any more confusion. I don’t know how to deal with confusing behavior anymore.
There’s tremendous strength in surrendering to God and the plans he has for you. There’s strength in believing that everything can crumble and it will still generate something beautiful, something meaningful, something that will change your life.
Maybe this time we could try to remember the things that made us fall in love with each other in the first place.
Today I want to thank you. For supporting my dreams when you couldn’t understand them. For being there for me when I constantly pushed you away. For accepting me just the way I am.
Girls who come from broken homes were taught that love is meaningless, that love hurts and that they’re better off on their own.