My heart will always choose love and it won’t be defined by anyone other than me.
I’m handing God everything I can’t handle. I’m giving God everything I don’t understand.
Standing alone is better than standing with the wrong people. Standing alone is better than changing who you are so you can please others.
It was easy to replace you because you always replaced me.
But you were not realistic. You were not brave. You were not strong. You were always afraid to shine. You were always afraid of challenges.
The day I leave will be the day you ask yourself if I even liked you because I will leave quietly. I will leave without making a scene. I will leave throwing everything you gave me behind including the memories.
I want you to be with someone who wants to give you their heart back because they’ve found their home in yours.
Here’s to the hardest five years of my life I’ll never get back, but here’s to the next five years of my life that I’m all prepared for. The calm after the storm.
I hope you look at me and understand because you know what it’s like to be misunderstood too. To be judged.
To be broken by a life you did not choose.
I’m tired of asking myself too many questions I’ll never have the answers to. But thankfully, I have someone to lean on. I have someone to trust. I have someone who handles everything I can’t. I have God.