We may both express our love in unconventional ways that some people do not always understand, but I know, the heart that I have, the one that has so much love to give, is something I got from you. And I am thankful.
When you tell me you love me, I feel blessed. Blessed to have you in my life. Blessed to have the one great love everyone dreams of, but not everyone gets the chance to find.
When tomorrow comes and I’m not there, I hope you’d be proud. Proud to know you changed my life in ways no words can ever express. That you gave meaning to my existence, for which I was most grateful.
Have I taken it for granted? Gave up on it at some point?
I love how, after all these years, you still like trying to make me fall in love with you.
You are not only my sibling, you are my best friend. You are my confidante, my cushion, my motivator.
And so then she knew, he was never meant to fall in love with her. He was never really destined to be “the one.” It was never going to work out between the two of them because he was never a part of the plan.
I learned to accept that sometimes you don’t end up where you were headed, or that there are unexpected roadblocks along the way. That detours and reroutes are okay.
Do not hesitate for a second to do what YOU think is right for you. And never ever apologize for putting you first.
Just trying to picture myself back then, one thing is for sure: I was toxic.