Kelly Douglas

I’m working through my brain’s lack of serotonin one day at a time.

As I wait for You to send me a sign of Your presence, navigate me through the darkness and bring me into the light, reminding me that in Your deep love for me, You will never leave my side.

I will never unlatch my fingers from yours, soothing your deepest worries, proving that nothing can pull us apart.

No matter what you eat, don’t sweat it off.

Without them, you will grow.

This is me standing in front of you, asking for your forgiveness. 

You may not see your light today, but it swells within you, waiting to be discovered.

Date someone who will wait for you, someone who is eager to love you at every stage.

But it’s okay to walk away. It’s okay to leave them.

One day, you will fulfill every dream you’ve believed is far too unreachable. 

Date someone who is willing to put you first.

But I can no longer live under the weight of our deafening silence, wishing I could reach out, constantly pulling back.