We’ve forgotten how to plant the seeds yet we want a whole garden. We’ve forgotten that the basic and simplest first step to finding love is staying.
Virgo. You’re a perfectionist and you don’t make any hasty decisions, especially when it comes to your love life. So when something doesn’t work out after all the time and effort you invested in it, it becomes like a lost business deal to you and you try to so hard to revive it or find a way to make it a huge success again.
I’m done fearing losing you by letting you get away with everything that hurts me, everything I’ll never do to you.
This is what happens when the girl who hoped for more is broken, when she feels stupid for choosing to love someone who never wanted to love her back.
Maybe all I need right now is me because I need to work on the relationship with myself. To fix the years I tormented myself. To mend the broken pieces. To reshape myself. To redeem myself.
As long as you’re with the wrong people, nothing you do will ever be completely right. As long as you’re with the right people, nothing you do will ever be completely wrong.
It hurts to see you give her what I always wanted from you.
But then I realized that with people who will never understand your words, silence is the best response. Silence is the loudest response.
You’re never going to be the person who makes me feel like I’m enough because you’ll always be looking for something else, curious about someone else because you’ll always think you can do better. You’ll never think I’m the best.
It’s time to stop falling and start standing. It’s time to get back up and keep walking. It’s time to heal.