Becky Curl

You will always be my proof that yes, it is certainly true that the very best things in this life will somehow find their way to you.

You are not sure what hurts more. The love you tried to make or the love that disappeared before your very eyes. 

You could have changed the ending.

When I’m with you, I can unapologetically be myself, unafraid of ultimately driving you away.

With someone like me, it is either all or nothing. You either put your hand in the fire and learn to love the way the flames caress your skin or you run.

You could have never known how much this year would change you.

Because of my loneliness, I have convinced myself that no one will ever love me as much as you did.

Maybe you are spending your days with someone else.

It was always just about me.

Sometimes I picture how different life could have been had I not chosen this path. 

Sometimes at night, I put on beautiful lingerie even though I am going to bed alone.

I want to believe so badly that everything we had was real, but now I am not so sure if any of this adds up.

Life has seemed like more of a battle than a blessing lately, and every time you finally seem to make a breakthrough, life only seems to knock you back down.

This is the part where you realize that the distance between us may be too great, so you do what you do best: disappear.

Sometimes you really do need to break before you can fully become. And sometimes the breaking can seem like the end. But then one day, you will wake up and realize that you were always the key to healing your own heart.

Please don’t let yourself believe that you deserve anything less than being happy with your life, your relationships, and your job.

The moment you tell yourself enough is enough, you will begin your steps towards freedom.

So you say you want to take me out for coffee, and just talk.