Your peace and happiness are not a mistake or a coincidence. If you are capable of feeling them for just a few seconds, then you are capable of feeling them forever.
You occupy your time crossing off the days with big red X’s,
And you don’t even see that you are doing the same to yourself.
I still cannot believe that someone I spent so few nights with has impacted me so much.
Because of my loneliness, I have convinced myself that no one will ever love me as much as you did.
Even when the sun rises, why won’t my darkness fade?
Maybe you spend every day wishing they would come back, trying to understand how something so right could go so wrong.
All I ever wanted was the truth.
Maybe you are spending your days with someone else.
I would still go through all of this pain again just to have those few precious moments with you.
Every time my mind wanders to the bad that occurred between us, it makes me sick.