Don’t get me wrong, I love being the life of the party, but there’s only so much I can take before I yearn for the sanctity that is my bed, and I am perfectly content going there.
Instead of setting resolutions about becoming healthier and going to the gym more, I’m taking lessons I have learned in 2016 and setting myself goals to be an even better version of myself in 2017. 1.
I am fortunate to feel this sadness
And this pain
Yet endure another day of more.
There’s been betrayal, disappointment and ignorance – that is how I would like to define my 2016 at college. I’ve tried and I’ve tried, I just don’t know what else a person is supposed to do to get an ounce of happiness.
Appreciate all the things and people in your life. Appreciate rain in the fall, and flowers in the spring. Appreciate sunrises and sunsets. Notice the world around you.
Did you fall in love? Did you get an amazing promotion? Do you live in the woods with little connection to the outside world and have no idea how terrible things have been?
The only designer you know is Forever 21.
I wish you’d met me then, back when I was happier or younger, or Hell, I don’t know. Just different. Back when I accepted love instead of pushing it away.
Gemini. You will never openly say that you just need to be alone. You’re the life of the party and you’re always bringing people together so no one expects you to like isolation or even know what it means but sometimes you just want to be alone and away from people.
Answering “good, how are you?” when the other person only said hi. People don’t actually care about how you are when they ask, but do you know who cares even less? Someone who did not ask.