Love will be willing to communicate with patience. Love will apologize when it’s their fault and sometimes even when it’s not, love will always be willing to mend the wrongs.
And honestly, I should have realized that long time ago. That I wasn’t really first, that I’m always next to her.
I want to please You, and not the world. I want to do things for Your glory and not mine. I want my life to be a book of blessing, a prism that will radiate Your light.
I hope for love to still embrace me when I’m hardest to love me, when I’m the perfect noun for disastrous, when I’m complicated and flawed, when I can’t even look at myself.
You are good, always. Even when I don’t understand anything, even when I’m sitting in the lowest point of my life.
I am believing in myself, that there is beauty inside me, that I am my own sunshine, that I am a work of art.
So let them go.
I thank 2016 for the chance to discover how much I love being with you.
Excuses will always be there for you, opportunity won’t.
I remember the good old days, the moments together, how he would always be the first person I want to tell all the good news to.