Alexandria Brown

If we could have gotten over the wounded egos and the bruised pride in order to face the issue head on that we were scared. Because it happened so fast that it made it seem like this was going to fizzle just as quickly.

You’re confused as to why you can’t breathe. You’re not even sure what’s happening. And then you panic. You panic because everything that was right currently isn’t.

Let me tell you something, it’s the hardest thing I’ve ever done to keep my mouth shut about this.

He was my best friend. My confidante. My everything.

You will love them so fully that your definition of love right now isn’t even close to what it feels like.

It’s forgetting what hunger actually feels like because you’re too far gone to remember. Your brain has stopped telling your body that you’re hungry.

Because I’ve never loved someone this much. I’ve never had this much to lose. I’ve never thought about loving someone as deeply and intensely as I love you.

You feel too good for me to not give in to you.

My heart can’t take the push and pull. It can’t take the touch and go.

In your darkest hours, when life has just kicked you square in the gut, I need you to believe in your purpose.

You both know too. That there’s something just a little off. That things are just a little too forced lately.

Letting someone go and find themselves doesn’t mean we’re losing them. It means we’re letting them grow into the person they need to become.