You have no idea how hard it is to look at the good times.
Being intentional with your time means you are consciously thinking of how many hours are in every day and making deliberate choices on who you are spending them with and what you are doing.
I am not going to let you all the way in. I don’t know how to.
It’s okay to leave someone behind. It’s okay if your natural instinct is to fly, to flee. But don’t leave without fighting first.
It’s not endearing or romantic to depend solely on someone else. Just as it isn’t a testament to your strength if you force yourself to be alone by denying your emotions. You have to find a balance.
You are the kind of reckless they warn young girls about.
The kind of reckless that entices me every time.
You felt like home, and when we were done we talked about home. A home I no longer feel connected to but being with you brought me back.
Maybe you will never be satisfied with what you have and life will always disappoint you. Maybe you will always waste your goodness and choose to brood in the misfortunes of your life.