Later, he would realize his mistake, but he would keep on repeating it. She kept on forgiving him.
I wonder if you miss me the same way that my heart aches from missing you
I believed you with all my heart when you told me you would never leave me. Because I would never, ever, leave you.
“She told me she had lost fifteen pounds and without meaning to I just looked at her and said ‘Oh’ and was visibly surprised, because it definitely did not look like that. Before you judge me for being an asshole, she left me for not making enough money. I’m a teacher.”
You stay when you’re sure no one else could ever love your partner better than you.
It was a vicious cycle, and I knew I had to stop it.
This feeling is the sinking weight of believing that you will never be able to hold on to anything as good and as pure as real love.
We fought as hard as we loved. But love we did. It took five-years for us to figure out it wasn’t working anymore. Neither of us have any interest in converting, and this here was the biggest issue in our relationship. Religion.
You choose yourself over love because you loved with all of your heart. You choose yourself over love because you know you did everything you could have done to make it work.
You thought love was enough.