A thousand scenes of our past dance through my head. All rationality is out of earshot, held below the surface, gurgling and pleading for a chance to reason.
You gave all these people the one thing I really wanted. A fucking chance.
Remember that the foundation of your value is YOU.
What amazed me the most, was that as hard as I crashed into you, you were able to stand still without a scratch, while my heart instantly started to sink.
Even knowing that our love couldn’t last and you weren’t able to stay, I would still do it all over again in a heartbeat.
I don’t want to hear your excuses that you had a long day because we all have long days. We all are working our asses off in this world just to get by. But if being involved in the things I do in my life is too much for you don’t get upset when I tell you goodbye.
That one person who was willing to love every unlovable thing about you. You lost her.
I knew, yet I dove right in. I knew, yet I still desperately hoped I was wrong. I knew, yet I still couldn’t help but love you.
Of course it’s always “okay” to call it quits if that is what you want. No one can tell you whether or not it’s right for you. But – and this is a big ‘but’ – you might want to do your own healing before ending the relationship.
I was so focused on having the American Dream that I didn’t even realize that I wasn’t with my dream guy.