It will become a home even if it is thousands of miles away from your roots. In that moment, you will feel so settled and comfortable, that no matter how long removed you are from this place, you will always be able to return.
It’s okay to put yourself above him, because spoiler alert, he will never be able to save you. When you come crashing down, he won’t be able to save you from yourself like you have so many times for him.
I still do not know why God puts some people in your life for only a short time, but I will always thank Him for the brief time we had.