30 NF Lyrics For Anyone With Anxiety Who Feels Lost And Alone

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1. I want to know what it’s like to be happy. I want to know what it’s like to wake up in the morning and feel like it’s real when I’m laughing. I want to know what it’s like to sit down with my friends and feel like they might understand me.”

2. “She used to laugh, but now she’s crying, sick of the pain. She puts on her mask, pretends, and she acts like she’s okay.”

3. You don’t like me? That makes two of us.”

4. “There’s so much that goes on in my head that people will never see.”

5. “Maybe someday I can learn to be happy.”

6. “Ask me how I’m doing I’ll say okay. But ain’t that what we all say?”

7. “I know the person in the mirror’s not a perfect one. I look at him everyday and think he’s not enough.” 

8. “People think they know her, but they don’t really have a clue.”

9. “Whoever told you that life would be easy, I promise that person was lying to you.”

10. I’m scared to live but I’m scared to die.”

11. “I just wanna be alone right now, I don’t really wanna think at all.”

12. “The only person I judge is the one in the mirror.”

13. I act like I’m fine. My heart is falling apart.”

14. “My mind is a home I’m trapped in and it’s lonely inside this mansion.”

15. “Boys say she’s beautiful but that don’t really mean a thing if she don’t believe it.”

16. “Most of my life’s full of regrets. Things I wanna take back.”

17. “You feel like even though you got everything in the world, you got nothing.”

18. “I’d rather be alone, I’m not good in crowds.”

19. Don’t tell me you’re fine. Cause I know you’re not, so don’t even try.”

20. “I ain’t good at shaking hands but I’m good at holding grudges.”

21. Wake up every morning thinking I’mma have a bad day.”

22. “I’ve never been married, but I’ve felt divorced.”

23. I’m in a hotel rapping, crying on the floor of the bathroom staring in the mirror my room, hands shaking.”

24. “You spend your life in a dream that you can’t escape. You live your life in a coma, you’re never awake.”

25. “I got too much on my mind I guess I don’t know how to face it.”

26. “Is it me or the fear talking?”

27. “Getting sick of people telling me to smile more.”

28. You only get one life, but every time you looking at yours you feel like all you ever see are mistakes.”

29. “I had a lot that was bottled inside, couldn’t express it. And this pain won’t leave, I can feel the depression. It’s taking over my body, feels like I’m always stressing. Doctor told me I should sleep, but I’m always restless.”

30. “Me without you doesn’t make any sense. I know I’m intense and controlling, but you need to learn how to cope with it.”

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