You can forgive someone but choose to move on and not let them hurt you anymore. Especially if they have hurt you before. The hard reality is that some people, even the ones we love, can turn out to be toxic to us.
Your heart is safe, yes. But it is also cold and numb.The castle that protected you from hurt and helped you to never again shed a tear, is the same castle that is caging you making you unable to feel even the good things.