I want you to know that you are going to be okay one day soon, and I want you to understand that feeling bad doesn’t make you a bad person.
I miss you. It’s as simple and as grand as that.
No one realizes that under your smile, you’re struggling with pain and exhaustion. No one knows that under your kindness, you are suffering from loneliness and confusion.
You are better than this. You are too good for them. You don’t deserve a halfway kind of love. You don’t deserve uncertainty and you certainly should be more than just someone’s back up safety plan.
Remember that today was just one day.
Just like the moon, we are still ourselves through all of our phases. And just like the earth, our own lightness always follows our darkness.
But what you should know, deep down, is that this is what was meant to happen.
And then you will begin to understand. You’ll playback the memories in your mind, and you’ll actually start to see some of the flaws and glitches, the moments when things were not right.
Her strengths are not your weaknesses. Her accomplishments are not your defeats. Her successes are not your failures.
In the new year, be the one who persists, even when life and love have given her a million and one reasons to give up.