Becky Curl

The way you looked at me was unlike anything I had ever experienced before.

Sometimes the time we are given with the people we love is less than what we had hoped for.

I know it’s hard when everything around you is falling apart, but one day everything will be whole again. Life might not go back together the way it used to be or the way you had hoped it would, but sometimes the things we always thought were right for us couldn’t be more wrong.

The days since you left me will turn into months, and those months into years. I will have destroyed every tangible memory between us, and I will finally learn to live a life without you in it.

This isn’t fair to either of us anymore. 

I have absolutely no idea what I am doing with my life.

I wish I could tell you how the day you walked into my life was one of the best days I have ever had.

It’s two years later, and I am still trying to make sense of it all. 

I wish that I could take it all back.

There is no going back.

What about me screams “temporary”?

All I ever wanted was for you to actually care. But you were never ready to do so.