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I Miss The Electricity Before A First Kiss

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a moment
like a hum
like the first note of a saxophone
like my god, is
it ever going to happen
or is this like
putting a tongue on
a frozen pole
and getting stuck
indefinitely
like what if my mouth
never gets to know
his and how do I explain
a tragedy like that
like a tiny shock
that you can feel
run up your spine
and work its way
like a tendril
twisting up
through the brain
like oh shit
what if my breath
isn’t okay
like oh my god
I think there was garlic
in the last thing I ate
like all this air
but I still can’t breathe
I am spinning
I am spinning
everything
above and below
like I think magicians
are creepy
but there’s magnetism here
like can’t deny
this pull
this nauseating gravity
like I don’t know
where to put my hands
but I want to suck
on his fingertips
like everything
was for this
everything
was to be
here TC mark

Ari Eastman

✨ real(ly not) chill. poet. writer. mental health activist. mama shark. ✨

Bloodline

In her third poetry collection, Ari Eastman takes us through a very personal journey of growing up, loss, love, and surviving it all.

there are too many rooms here, 
too many places
for my grief to sit

★★★★★ “Absolutely gorgeous writing. one of my new favorite collections of poetry. covers topics from grief to feminism to mental health and on. would definitely recommend to anyone even somewhat interested in poetry.” —Jessica

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