Fast forward to the current moment – I’ve moved to a much smaller community up the coast.
But I’m not happy. No matter what I do, something isn’t right here.
I’m tired of torturing myself over someone who does not – and will not – feel deeply for me.
I’m working through this the best I can.
Be extremely truthful with each other and accept that the final outcome of that discussion very well could be the decision to end things.
You don’t want a relationship, but you use the people around you to get all the benefits of one without having to make the same commitment.
Go inward. It sounds counterintuitive, but sometimes you need to dig into your psyche in order to be okay getting out of your own head.
Breathe. Seriously. Just breathe.
Yes, I write about myself. I write about my life. I write what I know.
I cannot shake that nagging desire for a partner to share in my adventures.