I lived around your schedule. It was unhealthy. I was so happy that I thought it was normal. I thought it was okay.
Putting the needs of your partner first before yourself.
There was so many times I should have left. I should have just walked away and gotten away from you. I couldn’t. You had this power over me that I will never truly understand.
I have a right to cut people out of my life. I have a right to say that I don’t want you around anymore. I have a right to do what is healthy for me.
You took me for granted.
Each day will get easier, I promise one day it will be clear.
You are not selfish for putting yourself first and protecting your heart from people who don’t take the time to consider your feelings.
One day, those parts of you will be found again. One day, you will see the light at the end of the tunnel that you never thought you’d see.
I’d get drunk off your eyes and high off your touch. We were two kids in love. Two kids that couldn’t get enough of each other.
It wasn’t love when you got angry at me for not believing you or when you made me feel like I was crazy for wondering where you were.