I wonder if my lips will ever stop
lifting upward to the sky whenever
someone mentions your name.
I wonder if my stomach will ever stop
tumbling over when you type “hi” from your
keyboard and ask me how I’ve been.
Will my eyes ever stop
gleaming when I see your face
on my over brightened screen?
I remember so vividly our visit
to the city that never sleeps and how
my tiny hands felt safe in your care.
No matter how loud the crowds were.
You really love her.
I wonder if she knows that
you told me once, you would never love
liked you loved me.
I hope she never finds out.