I know you love me because you still look at me like I’m magic, even during the mundane moments of our togetherness.
Be kinder to yourself. Stop beating yourself up for things that are already in the past. They are only failures if you allow them to consume you. They are only failures if you quit. Forgive yourself for your misjudgments, because life really is essentially a trial and error kind of deal. Let go of all that holds you down and keeps you from moving forward. And then decide it is finally time to move on. And then move on.
If nothings mean I get to spend a few hours of the day watching you sleep, if it means a few moments of tranquility amidst the chaos that is our every day, if it means our hands clasped together on a quiet night’s drive, then yes I do like nothings.
How does one let go of something beautiful but inevitably momentary?
Falling in love with one’s best friend is one of the trickiest situations one could find one’s self to be in.
I remember how it hurt. I remember how it hurt every. Single. Time. No matter how many times I have gone through it, it has not made it hurt any less.
You’re still trying to pinpoint what went wrong. What did go wrong? Your brakes weren’t faulty and everything was working fine.