To be honest, it was kind of freaking me out. It was as if God was saying: “Here he is! I’ve been waiting to introduce you! He’s right here! Stop being so stubborn and skeptical and just pay attention!”
The more people around me secure the things I am working towards, the more I start to feel like I’m losing an imaginary race. A race where no one is running against me, but I’m running against a socially-imposed, invisible calendar.