I cut myself a couple days before spring break hoping my Dad would put me in a psychiatric hospital, so I wouldn’t have to spend two weeks at home with him.
He had just found out I was hurting myself again a week or two before, he was mad and threatened to put me in a facility if I do it again. I was put in one a year prior for self harm.
I forget exactly why I didn’t want to spend spring break with him, since it was a little over four months ago. I think it was mainly because of how he treats and I didn’t want to spend two weeks from morning to night with him making me feel like shit. I was really depressed at the time.
He ended up not putting me in a facility, I don’t really remember how the two weeks went but I don’t think it was that bad.
I don’t self harm anymore, just thought I should put that in.