I had a sordid affair with my younger cousin.
We sat down on the couch and looked at each other. We laughed awkwardly for a second and she played with her hair. Finally I thought, fuck it, and I leaned in and kissed her. Without turning this into erotic fiction, I’ll just say that it led to us both getting naked. We did about everything two people can do without having sex. I didn’t have a condom and beyond that I had no intention of taking her virginity whether she wanted it or not. We were alternately gentle, rough, and insatiable with each other. Although I was the only one under the influence, I kept checking to make sure she was okay with what was happening. I’ll be honest… I was still pretty paranoid. Of course, my fears were assuaged when, after I had made her come a few times, she lunged at my cock and started jerking me off. When I told her I was going to come, she threw herself on the ground and rubbed her tits, saying “Go for it.” I came on her stomach and breasts. We lay there for a while, laughing and holding hands.
And then a few minutes later, as we were getting dressed, things changed rather quickly. She told me we should pretend like this never happened, and I agreed. We didn’t see each other much more after that night. When we did, she was very awkward around me. Over some texts, she told me that it was an amazing night and incredible in every way, but she felt weird about the fact that we were cousins. Although I didn’t feel that way, I pretended to and told her we should go back to being friends.