Reid Stillwagoner

To who I thought I could be, I am tired of comparing myself to you.

I should have yelled and cursed. I should have called you names. I should have told you to go to hell.

No matter how hard I try, I cannot change my mind of the belief that a man can never care about me. That a guy can never truly want just me. That a man will be genuine and honest in his intentions, his words, or his actions.