1. You’re Always Cranky
You’re not a morning person. You’re not an afternoon person. You’re not an evening person. Basically, you’re always cranky when you feel like it, which is most of the time. You’re not a patient person either. You get ticked off by the smallest of inconveniences, and you don’t like being bothered most of the time. You’re a straightforward person. You want people to get straight to the point when talking to you. Your anger sometimes scares people off, but you don’t care. Sometimes people wonder why you act a certain way, but you would never explain to them what’s going on.
2. You Question Everything
You like to analyze what’s going on. You want to know everything behind the scenes. “Why did he do that to me?” “Why do I feel this way?” You like to dig deep and you try to figure out everything. You sometimes blame others for the things that happen to you. You like to feel that it’s not your fault these things happen. You also like getting to the bottom of things so you can understand them better and try to fix it.
3. You Think That Society Is Messed Up
Society tells you to be yourself, then they judge you— that’s what you hate most about society. You feel that the world supposed to make you feel welcome and it’s supposed to make you feel good about yourself, but instead it judges you for being different. You hate bullying and discrimination because you think it’s pathetic. You want justice. You want people to always be right and do right. You can’t stand the fatal flaws society has. You wish you could just change all of their mistakes and wrongdoings.
4. You Feel Like You Deserve Better Than The Shitty Hand That Was Given To You
You feel sorry for yourself all the time. You like to mope around all day. You’re never contented with what you have because you always compare yourself to others and think that they have it better than you. You can’t stop thinking about the life you could’ve had if you were a different person born with different things and a different lifestyle. You don’t necessarily hate your life, but a part of you doesn’t want it. You wish you could be someone else, someone who has it better.
5. You’re Against Almost Everything And Everyone
You don’t take anyone’s side but your own. You only value your opinion because no one else’s opinion matters. You always think you’re right, even when you’re not. If you don’t like something, you sure as hell will never like it. You’re against people who are against your philosophies. You don’t take shit from anyone and you won’t tolerate anyone who bothers you or pisses you off. You also don’t like things that will add to your misery. So basically, you’re against anything that doesn’t make you happy.
6. You Feel Like The World Should Revolve Around You
You feel like you deserve all the credit in the world. You lack appreciation, which is why you act the way you do. You want people to notice you more. You crave attention. You want people to look up to you and follow your footsteps. But that’s not how it works. You don’t receive that much praise. People don’t notice the little things you do for them. Sometimes the effort you put into things are just wasted.
7. You Feel So Alone
This doesn’t necessarily mean that you don’t have any friends; it’s just that you think that no one will ever understand the way you feel. You don’t have anyone to run to or rant to. You bottle your emotions and keep everything to yourself. You have a hard time expressing yourself to others. You want to be understood, but you just don’t know how to reach out to people. All you want is for someone to understand your pain and deal with it as well. You hate feeling alone. For once, you just want someone who will be by your side through everything — someone who will be worth it.