Me: Well, yeah! The reference to JonBenet as a “little monster” I think, kind of proves that. ‘Cause it’s like, the way you said it wasn’t… like… she understands now it was her mental illness making her feel like that. It’s still kind of… present.
Amy: Yep. You’re right on with that. I would like to… disconnect from her. If that’s okay.
Again, Amy has rarely asked to disconnect from a spirit in the past. But now… I get it. I don’t know what it’s been like on her end, but throughout our session, Patsy has pushed forward, harder and harder, becoming more and more aggressive. Unlike other spirits, the longer she stuck around, the more I felt uncomfortable.
Me: Yeah. I’m done with her. I’m done.
Amy shakes her head, closes her eyes. As always, she is respectful.
Amy: Are you done? Can I go now?
There’s a long pause, then:
Amy: All right. Gone. Done. She [Patsy], uh… she’s got two sides.
Me: I felt an energy shift towards the end. Where it was kind of like — “Are you on my side or not?”
Amy: Yeah. She’s still very manipulative. Doesn’t surprise me, because she was SO frickin’ manipulative in life.
Me: Well, and it was manipulative to US, because when I first went into it, my first feeling was anger, but then it was like I felt shitty because “Oh who knows what she went through,” and it was almost like that facade was kind of like… slipping?
Amy: And she could be trying to have us both feel um, just how bad it was. How bad she was. Because I did feel evolution in there and I did feel that she… has processed. And that she is STILL processing. And she DID feel remorse. But then again, she could’ve been coming at it as… in a way that, she already KNEW that I knew so… she can’t come. You know, like when she [Patsy] first came to me, she was screaming at me. You know. Maybe she just did that so I could feel JUST how… crazy. that felt. So I… yeah. Anger towards [redacted.] Yeah.