37. Marrying someone I wasn’t actually in love with.
38. Getting upset about literally anything. There were some snafus, the pastor didn’t bring any notes, the PA system was broken (outdoor on a windy beach, no one could hear anything). We paid for fireworks that evening that the event coordinator who came with the venue forgot. My mom was BEC the whole time.
But i choose to focus on the beautiful details. Our photographer was wonderful, the bonfire with smores was amazing. Everyone said it was the best wedding they’d ever been to. I just wish I wouldn’t have been so nervous and upset with the little things.