26. For me, literally everything.
Walking? Oh jeez, I hope I’m not walking weird.
A person is nearby? Oh fuck, they’re probably judging me for something! Are my clothes actually appropriate? Do I have a stain somewhere? Do I look crazy?
Someone walks in the hallway outside my office? Well, fuck here’s my boss, coming to fire me.
Everything something happens or every time I do something my mind imagines the worse possible outcome. It’s even started to happen in my dreams and daydreams, so there’s really no escape. I know, without a doubt, that it’s just my mind fucking with me, but that doesn’t change how it feels and it doesn’t make it go away. Because what if, right?
27. Having to answer on the spot questions incase you get them wrong.