7. I have a little girl who whispers songs softly to herself when I’m alone and a woman who cries when I’m in public.
“I have a little girl who whispers songs softly to herself when I’m alone and a woman who cries when I’m in public.”
8. Two voices, both male. One tends to be sadistic.
“Two voices, both male. One tends to be sadistic, as the other is usually encouraging. I have reached the point where I can tone them out, and completely forget they’re there.”
9. I hear one single man. Constantly giving me ideas of death and destruction.
“I hear one single man. Constantly giving me ideas of death and destruction. He has a very deep voice and is there more often than not. I hear shrill screams every night. As if my neighbor is getting stabbed or something. I used to ask my girlfriend if she heard it too when that first started. I used to wake up in the middle of the night and tell her ‘he isn’t here.’ I would stare around my room and house like I’ve never been there before. I, would shake and become violent. The few times I get to be alone in my head is when I smoke pot. And when I’m extremely happy….When I’m in public or around family is when it is at it’s worst. Always telling me scenarios of killing them all, going on a complete rampage and killing myself. I’m Told I am disgusting and a terrifying person by him. I feel like he is always just right there beside me telling me to kill every one. Kill them. Kill yourself. Hurt them. When there is death or a rampage on the news i hear ‘you piece of shut, that could have been you.’ Tells me names of guns I’ve never even heard of to kill with….It will never stop. This is my life.”