21. Sometimes I pretend to go to work.
“Once in a while I pretend to go to work but instead I’ll go have breakfast while my wife goes to work then once she texts me she’s at work I go back home and chill all day watching Netflix or playing Fifa.”
22. I really REALLY don’t want to move to her hometown.
“That I really REALLY don’t want to move to her hometown when my current contract is up. There’s not much work for me there and what little there is is badly paid. Add to that that I’ll know nobody, that I don’t speak the language all too well, etc. etc….”
23. I’m glad when sometimes he is away on a business trip.
“That I’m glad when sometimes he is away on a business trip. It’s nice to be alone sometimes. I’m an introvert.”
24. I watch porn sometimes when he isn’t home.
“That I watch porn sometimes when he isn’t home.”
25. I’m in tons of debt.
“How much debt I’m actually in…our finances are completely separate so it’s not hurting him or his credit score…I would be completely embarrassed if he knew just how often I was completely broke by the next payday. if it stay on course, I should be good in 10 months….just paid one thing off this month, and have 8 payments left on 2, and 10 on another…then all I will have is my car payment…hopefully then I can start making extra payments on either his jeep or mine.”
26. I’m afraid I’m not enough for her.
“How insecure I am of not being enough for her. It burst out twice and she confirmed I am more than enough but the feeling that she deserves better doesn’t leave.”