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RT to save a twin.

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You deserve to know that you deserve the love and passion that you’re spending oh so much time investing into this person, and you won’t be receiving it back.

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they show me the inbetweens. 

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Time feels like it is gradually moving by at a slow but steady pace and other times it feels like it’s moving rapid and quickly without allowing you time to catch up. 

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We have a weird relationship, the three of us. I despise them when they’re around me. They turn my stomach into a knot, cause my breathing to quicken, and my heart to pound in my chest.

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I don’t have the mind racing thoughts, the occasional panic attack, and I’m confident in myself. Lexapro allowed me to do the self-work I needed to be an even better version of myself. 

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A strong woman is unapologetic, she has a no-bullshit attitude. 

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I wear our memories on my sleeve like paintings on a wall. I soak in our laughter like sun-soaked curtains on a bright afternoon. I recall your voice in my head like a record player stuck on repeat.

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That’s what I had fallen in love with. Your want to want me. When that was gone, I was left with nothing and I came down from that high you had me on. 

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And now I see the world without you.