There are plenty of other people who want to have children. I don’t need to be one of them.
Why I Will Choose You
I will choose you,
because I do not see another choice
that ends as beautifully.
Not another choice I would rather make.
You choose yourself over love because you loved with all of your heart. You choose yourself over love because you know you did everything you could have done to make it work.
The second we stop choosing the person we love, again and again every day, we have already left them.
Not once when I have called her crying has she never had time for me. Not once has she ever let me down when I needed her. So when you told me you didn’t like her because she was too much independence and wildness for you to fathom, when you told me I had to choose between you and her, I chose her so easily, I barely skipped a beat.
First impressions are not last impressions. If I judged everyone I knew based on first impressions, I would not have the lasting friendships I have today.
I’m not the best at anything. But I can tell you, I’m damn near close to being the best at loving people.
We’ve been through the lowest point of our lives and yet, we still have each other.
Thank you for choosing joy, light, and the higher route. Because hate is easy, but after all that, after all this. You have continued to choose love. And for that, I am so so proud of you.
I won’t choose to return.