You made me feel like the consolation prize. You couldn’t have the girl you really wanted so you would settle for my attention when you needed it.
Because at the end of the day, if someone does not meet you where you are, you cannot keep asking them to do so. If someone cannot reciprocate your love, if someone cannot give you what you truly deserve, you have to understand that aching for them to do so before they are ready is a form of self destruction.
Speak your truth.
I’m the girl who you will text randomly and never text back.
Limerence is an involuntary state of deep obsession and infatuation with another person. But unlike requited love, it can have disastrous consequences.
You are a creature of love, light, and kindness. It’s not a bad thing, but it certainly makes life tougher when the stars do not align in your favor.
The worst thing is — it will never stop hurting.
I’m not going to ruin every chance I have at finding something wonderful with someone else simply because you make me believe that one day you’ll come around, that in the end we’ll be together because it will take you that long to realize it was me you wanted all along.
What you want isn’t friendship. And that’s okay.
I’m sorry for not moving on, I’m sorry for not wanting to move on. I’m sorry for sticking to the past, refusing to look forward.