Right now, I am here — without you, and in this universe I am teaching my heart to be okay with that. Right now, I am learning that it is okay to stop fighting. To lay down my arms. To let things be.
When the universe doesn’t bring them back to you, trust the universe.
I didn’t want to wish for you. I could have said something better than your name, but is there such a thing? I could have ignored this 11:11 wish thing that they do but how else could I tell the universe how much I want to be with you?
We are not just empty shells, only consisting of cells and atoms by coincidence.
My dreams break open
Fat drops of honey
This is not a battle of who is a good and bad person. This is a battle of owning your own darkness and light. This is taking ownership of yourself.
What does the universe know that I don’t? What is it about you and the universe?
The universe doesn’t want you to understand it but it wants you to keep on living; through the confusion, the doubt, the heartbreak, the loss, the pain, the hardships, the frustration and the chaos.
Let me get that text or that call, let me remember what it feels like to be loved, to be remembered. Let me know that he still cares.
I vowed not to make romance the primary focus of my life. I vowed to cultivate my independence, my strength, my intelligence, and my sense of humor.