Maybe I should apologize now for how difficult I will be. I hope you realize it is not because I want to.
I am destined to pursue the purity of freedom in its most naked sense.
Be her strength. Be her walls, protect her when she’s been hurt and remind her that it’s not her fault.
Love was never about definitions and lists because love, well, love is the best thing we do.
Speaking up about the things that hurt us is bravery personified; apologizing and accepting an apology are two of the most courageous acts we do as humans.
Someone else is sleeping in my bedroom now
their weight leaving prints in the sheets
the way bodies form small sweat colonies on a mattress
the way breath fills up the rooms with fog in winter.
Virgo: Straightforward. Genuine. Certain. Playful. Deep.
Maybe we used each other..maybe not quite. But I hope we learned from each other: Learned from love attempted and mistakes tried. Learned to awaken love for more than just a glimmer of possibility, more than the need to fill a vacancy.
Knowing that you’re out there somewhere and not with me somehow feels like a loss, somehow feels like a death I’ve got to grieve.
Don’t try to make your ugliness pretty. Don’t try to turn heartbreak into something picture-perfect. It sucks. And it’s okay that it sucks.