I’ve heard people complain about being given up on. It felt so bad, that they now “tested” people to see if they held on. And I wondered, is it going too far?
Sadly, most people are living a lie. They don’t keep commitments even to themselves. They don’t accomplish their goals and dreams. They are bound by fears and other emotions they so desperately want to avoid.
I don’t wonder because I miss you or want you back. I think I wonder because if I don’t know why it happened, how can I make sure it doesn’t happen again?
I am slowly learning that it is okay to distribute my love with caution.
I said it before and I’m not afraid to say it again – I’ll wait for you.
Men like you are the reason she’s tough. The reason she learned not to trust every pretty face.
When it’s the right relationship, our minds won’t toy with the potential of distrust – because the person hasn’t given you any real reason to.
Now it’s hard for me to be hopeful because people make me cynical. I still don’t understand how someone can go from texting you every day to not texting you at all and not explain why. I still don’t understand how someone can decide to drop you without giving you a valid reason.
Trusting someone, anyone, means uncertainty and uncertainty to an anxious mind is terrible.
I hope people realize that I am just scared to share a piece of me.