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Before shooting his mother, he allegedly told her, “I love you, Mom.”

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A day was eventually set for my self-termination. When the day came it felt strange because I was happy. This part will always stand out to me, that I was joyous — excited, even.

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I usually like to pretend that I’m not really crazy; but I know that I’m a goner, I have been all my life.

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Signed to Red NY Management, Bradley Soileau starred in the new viral Lana Del Rey music video, “Born to Die,” which currently has over 3 million views on YouTube.